Logrono to Navarette

I stopped short as i left Ibis budget this morning, i actually could have stayed i felt safe in that place and as i guess my Adhd and other side issues were raising there heads it wasca good place to be. I left anyway today turned into camino day one for me i walked stopped looked around. Felt calm rested alert, the way out of Logrono is well sign posted if you pay attention. On the outskirts isca smooth brick laid path running through well manicured lawns trees and parks slowly giving way to cement paths with trees either side and burnt brown fields either side. The path leads into a park with a huge man made lake reserve, passing through the park leads out towards Navarette. I stopped frequently on my short ten mile walk. I felt clarity i hadnt felt in a while. My expectations have been a bit screwed up, im excepting of the fact that this is a not 2019. Im a different person now and i need to find a way to.be more present. I have time to think about how i change what needs to change to let the past run through me taking what i can from.it and letting what i can go or fade into the back ground. I feel pretty calm today and happier, and more ok with the camino. Because the camino will give you what you need not what you want.