I’m Ready

This is not all, but a lot of what has kept me going over the last three years and some months. I’ve talked about it,enthused about it, probably watched the film The Way more than twenty times. It’s been on so many times it’s become more of a background picture a flickering of light and sound that I’ve often not really paid attention to it. I promised myself last November I was doing the Camino again, I worked hard, saved hard, and been utterly ruthless sort of in my determination to get here. I’ve wanted this so much. Even with my worsening Arthritis that on some days has utterly floored me with pain. Even when my physio therapist said that I wasn’t normal and that I shouldn’t and couldn’t do this. ( The physio came around he told me he believes100 % that I can do this) I have given myself so many moments of self doubt of excuses. I slept terribly but slowly over night my head is coming good, I will admit of course I am still wondering if I can deal with the large number of pilgrims, thats another of the excuses. But no im of to get breakfast, get my Pilgrim passport and the last few bits needed. I’m on my way tomorrow morning somewhere between 6 30 and 8 I shall start. Buen Camino.