The last three stages.

A lot of planning, lots of conversations. Decisions to be made, I will walk into Santiago De Compostela with my Camino friends on thursday morning. The plan is to collect our compostela’s and walk onto the coast, another 4 days. Then a flight home on the 2nd. Its seems as if every thing happened so quickly. Its hard to believe that I spent a year talking about and planning this, I honestly wanted to do it but feared leaving London feared leaving England. I did not want to be out of my comfort zone, off course that has changed. Although some things are still difficult, but I can never go back because the old me is gone, I do fear the old feelings mainly because what I am feeling at the moment are feelings I recognise. The difference is I now know the difference, even so I dont like feeling sad or knowing I will have feelings of loss. But how about feelings of joy, happiness, fondness, love for all that is new in my life and what that has helped change. No one can take that away, not even myself on a bad day can do that. So regardless of the last three stages, this is stage one of so much more, so much more to do to achieve, to see and experience.